CoNtinUing oN... ( it's a new beginning )

At about nine pm earlier, i went out with one of my friend... HE is the person i really respect cause he taught me lots of things about Christianity and about life... He also motivates me in lots of area. WHen we having our YaM cHa session, he shared to me about his LONG DISTANCEs relationship. And of course, i learn something from him that change my perspective...

He told me about 3 types of person connected to LOVE....

1. A person that found his/her beloved ones

2. A person found another person that both love one another

3. A person found another person that both love one another which lasted
( we can only know when time passes by )

I think for this moment i'm in the second situation...

THEN he told me that it's not easy to find a person that u really love and he/she really loves you too... so appreciate it!

I see there is a point in there, and after yam cha, i went back home, i call her again... and guess what... haha... of course i didn't make her cry.... i told her about the yam cha session what i've learn... and.............................. i asked HER whether we could try? it's not easy to find a person that u like and she also like u and then she say ok!

i'm glad at least she wants to give it a try, but of course for ME is not about trying , it's about how to keep a good relationship.... to be honest,i don't want to try, cause the word TRY is mean. i would rather say we give some time for ourselves to get closer and to know each other better, in order to prepare from the 2nd situation to the 3rd situation...

I do know that WE have a long journey to go and it will not be easy for both of us, i take it as a challenge from GOD or a trial to really test us whether we r strong enough to stand the pressure, loneliness and most important is our LOVE....

Never know what will happen to both of us, or where the future may bring us... but i have plans to go US to do my masters.... maybe LLM (masters in LAW) of course to practice in STATES or maybe study MUSIC? that would be my dream since young, .... but The MOST important is to be with HER...

I could give up my plans going to U.K just to be with HER in U.S . if that really what she wants, i'll willing too... some might say that is a bit stupid however i'm still living my dreams and ambition... for me there is no harm going out to see the world and broaden up my horizon. therefore it is not the place that i go matters BUT the person i'm with that really matters to me...
i don't mind if she doesn't want to stay in US anymore after her studies... maybe she's coming back to MALAYSIA? no one knows what is the plan except GOD.

So let GOD lead la..... no idea what's going happen, but all i can do , is to do my part as her boyfriend and hope that she will do HEr part as well.

MAy GOD bless!!!