Few hours had passes, and i really think maybe i should stop myself making HER cry... MAybe it's the best for HER and for ME at the moment not to have any relationship (bgr). IF that is what she WANTS. let it be. i don't want her to cry anymore longer cause when she cries, i can feel the pinch in my heart and guilty of what i'm doing...
However doesn't means that i give up on HER, but actually i LOVE her a lot as SHE said in that sentence, * voik selutelon * the secret sentence that kept between us, could be interpret as SHE loves me a lot too...
I shall respect HER for whatever decision she made... i want HER to be happy like last time for i know the purpose of loving each other is to make each other happy... I really wants HER to be happy and would like to enjoy the days with her in KL before she leaves.
For whatever pain or suffering, just forget about it.... if there is any, i'll bear... now i understand the kind of feeling when both like each other but can't be together... it's a suffering and it's a process .... MAYBE later on.... will feel better?
*to be continue*
Monday, December 29, 2008
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